bye bye
Posted by: yenchoke on: May 19, 2008
Cholila is 6 years old for human age, and if I count in the right calculation just as i read in a mag, the first year is 15years, second year is 10, the third and after that we add 5 years to the dog age.
Cholila is 45 y.o in dogs. Pretty young.
She got a fever and infection on somewhere-I was very panic and just doing what the vet said. He said that I need to get her eat, insisting her, even told me to buy baby food. I made it, she ate it (insist) and her fever is no longer there.
Before I sleep, I keep on checking on her, whether she needs water (maybe she’s thirsty, her nose is no longer wet) and her breath is still not like normal. She’s breathing fast and rough. I keep telling myself that she will be okay, soon the medicine will works. Just as the medicine should.
This morning I was very panic watching her very cold body and her tongue is pale, turning into purple. Her mouth is wet, I do believe that she was throwing out, and my mom was mad at me because I’m going to be late if i keep on watching her like this.
Shit. That’s all I’m thinking about my clumsiness about her. She’s dying, and i don’t know what to do because i need to go to school. My sister texted me that she’s carrying Cho and Jasper to the vet, and in the message she told me that i can look for Cho later.
After school, my mom told me that Cho died before she met the vet, she can’t be helped, and the doctor said sorry to mom. i do believe it’s all because of toxic that people who want to catch her gave. I should have known that she’s so smart and would make people mad if they don’t get her. Too late, it’s all over. She’s buried near the clinic.
Six years growing up together, from I was ten to sixteen.
Her characters are sooo similar to me, very annoying, can’t stop moving, and very sweet. (well sweet’s not mine, it’s hers)
I’m so sorry Cho that I can’t save you.
I’m losing a friend of mine. Very best friend of mine.
No more dog’s going to replace hers in my heart, no more dog that will be as smart as her that like playing tennis balls…
I cried like a baby, and it was a long time a go that I cried because my dog died. Maybe it’ll sounds silly, but I really wished that I will meet her someday, somehow.
taken June 2007
bye bye cholila, ehehe 
1 | krismayangsedangpusingbelajar
May 23, 2008 at 4:05 am
pheww, your dog’s just passed away? im so sorry to hear that. but maybe your dog was in her old times (45yo) so just like humans, they dont keep survive until the time they have to die even without any sickness inside their body.
hmpph, how’s school ? you are getting into ipa huh ? whatever itll be, what i can say is just BE SUCCESS because its all what we wanted right ? i know youre not gonna open your blog nor your fb or something that has to do with ‘spending times unwisely by using computer’ so i wish you good luck for your exams. i am struggling with books, so just as you know, im not gonna fail this time. anything your heart desires will come to you krisma ! wish me luck !